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more about me (:

-people tend to see me as a happy cheery hyper person. most of the time, this is an act.
-i'm grateful to the people who see past this.
-contrary to popular beleif, i'm actually basically straight.
-i'm officially in LOVE with apocalypticaaaaa (L)
-i love to sing. anything, any time. it makes me amazingly happy to just sing. it really puts a smile on my face.
-i miss my best friend an awful lot. i try and pretend i haven't lost her, so i don't have to feel my chest being completely torn apart because i fucking love her so much.
-i've lost her to a bunch of people who can't even begin to understand how amazing she is.
-it's my fault.
-i like to take pictures.
-i love the veiw from my bedroom windows.
-i always have a cough.
-sometimes i worry i'm actually really ill, and don't know, and wont know until it's too late. i don't know why this thought enters my mind.
-i miss Matt Beggs.
-my boyfriend is amazing, and i know how lucky i am, and yet i still have the feeling i'm gonna fuck it up. help.
-i love Christmas ;D

Shanshanshannn.

Nobody knows me. and i'm sick of hate blogs, that are ONLY about things you hate. so here's some stuff about me, in general.

-i hate my natural hair colour.
-i don't know what music i listen to most. it annoys me.
-i hate bring me the horizon.
-i hate most reality tv.
-i love the X factor, but always forget to watch it :/
-i spend FAR too much time online.
-i love anything with a decent bassline.
-i like things that glow.
-my favourite film is....fuck, what is it?
-Apocalyptica are sex Gods.
-i don't think i'm upset enough about what's happened lately. i think i should be more upset.
-i owe a fucking hell of a lot to Ryan Smith and Kasey Gallagher.
-i smoke too much. i smoke when i don't have to. this makes me ill.
-i drink too often. which i know, and don't care about.
-i don't have much of an imagination :/
-i quite like sitting about in the top co op car park (Y)
-i've seen Busted live.
-&&+ Apocalyptica(L), Girls Aloud, Mindless Self Indulgence and Pendulum (for the second time on Tuesday.)
-i do/say a LOT of things wrong.
-i usually don't realise i'm doing/saying these things.
-i get along with my parents in such a strange and unpredictable way.
-i love my mobileeee :]


more to come (Y)

xoxo

APOCALYPTICAAAA.

oh my godd. went to see Apocalyptica at the ABC in Glasgow tonight - AMAZING. couldn't have asked for better. it was fabby. the support band were ok, but nothing beats some fucking hot guys playing Cello.
i think i've found my future husband...

http://www.ilosaarirock.fi/2005/felamaa/images/apocalyptica1.jpg

JFK.

this is our story.
kimbo is an assasin. she shot JFK, because she had a gun and he had a target on his head. she had a gun because she's janie, and janie's got a gun [8]. the target was definately not sauce from the bolognaise we'd had for lunch, it was a target put there by his bodyguard, kimbo's only friend. he didn't like JFK 'coz he only paid him £3 an hour. JFK was in love with his driver, anne rimming. when she was at work, she drove, because that was her job. anne had a husand who was 59, and she was having an affair because she wanted some excitement. anne rimming and her husband had two chihldren - alex and anal. anal rimming is my boyfriend, kimbo is jealous. the rimming's were friends with another couple, phil mccrackin and his wife tongue. the mccrackin's had a dog called fluffy. fluffy was bald.

and if in some smothering dreams you too could pace
behind the wagon that we flung him in,
and see his white eyes writhing in his face,
his face, like a devils sick of sin;
if you could hear, with every jolt the blood
come gargling from the froth corrupted lungs,
obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud,
of vile, incureable sores on innocent tongues,
my friend, you would not tell with such high zest
to children ardent for some desperate glory,
the old lie; dulce et decorum est
pro patria mori.

-Wilfred Owen
Dulce et Decorum Est.

it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me, and i'm feeling good...
Nina Simone. What a voice. That song's one of my favourites lately :] i dunno why. like, the rest of my music isn't like that at all. it's all kinna mixed up, my music taste. other recent favourites :
tarantula - pendulum
hollywood whore - papa roach
san francisco - global deejays
rain man - eminem
iris - goo goo dolls
breakeven - the script
i believe - honey soundtrack
sweet home alabama - lynard skynard
a tout le monde - megadeth
spook - angerfist
art of fighters - angerfist
live your life - rihanna
teenage dirtbag [cover] - girls aloud
sorry! got interrupted there. my mum brought me some dinner. where was i?
my music taste, yes. so as you can see, it's quite mixed :] i like it, anyways.

i don't like people who are like i like this music, and nothing else, because im so motherfucking cool! because they annoy me. you can like any music, get a grip (:

i love Twilight.
don't you just love Twilight?
it's gooooood :]

BONFIRE NIGHT.

oh yes. i forgot about this!
this weekend was the fireworks in town :] it was gooood.
we went into town at like 12, met everyone. it was me, kase kase, ryan, andrew, matt, sheryl, + wee man. we went up to hermi park, had a bit of a drink, and a few fags.
anyways, our day was kinda boring for a while. we ust sat around town, nobody was going into the shop for us, which was gutting (N) meant no booze.
at like five o'clock we met jamie, james, + jonny. LOL 3 j's x] anyways. we went into the station to meet olivia, then down to the skate park. it was already dark, and then heaven decided to be funny. it started to absolutely PISH DOWN with rain.
the bagpipers were all playing their wee tunes and i was dancing away on the wall, and smoking, and me and kase were talking to jonny about what his favourite sex position was. the usual, you know? hahaha. it was proper raining by this point.
i ended up handcuffed to olivia, although i don't remember how that happened. i hadn't been drinking at this point, either. strange. anyways, it was all a laugh.
at about six, we couldn't stay in the rain any more. by this point it was me, kase kase, ryan, matt, wee man, olivia, jonny, jamie, james, frank, hayleigh, jasmine, sheryl, sean, and i think others, but i forget. we all trudged through the pishing rain to the station, for some shelter. it was pishing it downnnnn. the wee troll woman who works in there said we could stay, as long as there was no trouble. surprising, since she usually kicks us out. hahaha.
we just stayed in there for a while. Malky turned up, and since him and olivia are like...sorta a thing atm, we said he could stay with us. so at about seven, we all headed along to the square, since we were meant to be meeting becca etc, and getting drink. it was FIREWORKS night for gaaaaad's sake, and we were all pretty sober (N)
becca didn't show up, but me sheryl kasey and olivia had a good time doing the time warp in the square, in the rain.
i musta looked a pure riot that night. nig boots, black tights, bright orange fishnets, little skirt, jonny's white hoodie x] it was good :]
anyways, eventually we had to send jonny in for booze because nobody else would go in. we walked along to the co op, and me and sheryl waited outside. he came back out, and we waited there a few more minutes to meet cleggie. we got her, walked back to the square, met everyone else, and walked along to the old school. we got there in time to sit on the steps outside, nobody but us there, everything quiet, a few cigarettes, and just watch the fireworks. it was fucking beautiful.
then we all got pished :] im sorry, but it was gonnay happen. yeah. the good parts of the night ended there, so i'll shut up now :]

good fireworks night, everyone? :]
xxx

I don't know why i wanted to make a blog, you know that? It's probably a good thing i did, because eventually I would fill up my bebo, www.bebo.com/_ELEKKTROsexual_, in case you care, with ridiculous blog entries about fuck all. Which i can now do here, how fabby :]
It's quarter past two in the afternoon, and i am sitting in bed watching Dylan Moran videos on youtube. Because i couldn't be bothered getting out of bed for school this morning, so my dad just told me to stay off. Which I suppose i shouldn't be doing, since i have prelims in less than two weeks.
Oh good giddy God. Prelims in less than 2 weeks, man. Sucks. English, Modern Studies, Computing and French i can pass, i think. Maths, Chemistry, Biology, no way. No fucking way. Music could go either way, it really depends. Ridiculous, i know. I'm fourteen, exams? Nawwwww, cbf.
Blehhh i dunno what to do man, i'm bored. I've not got many videos left on youtube that i haven't already sat and watched, since i spend all my time online. Anyways.
Think i might fuck off now.
Laterrrr :] xxx