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more about me (:

-people tend to see me as a happy cheery hyper person. most of the time, this is an act.
-i'm grateful to the people who see past this.
-contrary to popular beleif, i'm actually basically straight.
-i'm officially in LOVE with apocalypticaaaaa (L)
-i love to sing. anything, any time. it makes me amazingly happy to just sing. it really puts a smile on my face.
-i miss my best friend an awful lot. i try and pretend i haven't lost her, so i don't have to feel my chest being completely torn apart because i fucking love her so much.
-i've lost her to a bunch of people who can't even begin to understand how amazing she is.
-it's my fault.
-i like to take pictures.
-i love the veiw from my bedroom windows.
-i always have a cough.
-sometimes i worry i'm actually really ill, and don't know, and wont know until it's too late. i don't know why this thought enters my mind.
-i miss Matt Beggs.
-my boyfriend is amazing, and i know how lucky i am, and yet i still have the feeling i'm gonna fuck it up. help.
-i love Christmas ;D

Shanshanshannn.

Nobody knows me. and i'm sick of hate blogs, that are ONLY about things you hate. so here's some stuff about me, in general.

-i hate my natural hair colour.
-i don't know what music i listen to most. it annoys me.
-i hate bring me the horizon.
-i hate most reality tv.
-i love the X factor, but always forget to watch it :/
-i spend FAR too much time online.
-i love anything with a decent bassline.
-i like things that glow.
-my favourite film is....fuck, what is it?
-Apocalyptica are sex Gods.
-i don't think i'm upset enough about what's happened lately. i think i should be more upset.
-i owe a fucking hell of a lot to Ryan Smith and Kasey Gallagher.
-i smoke too much. i smoke when i don't have to. this makes me ill.
-i drink too often. which i know, and don't care about.
-i don't have much of an imagination :/
-i quite like sitting about in the top co op car park (Y)
-i've seen Busted live.
-&&+ Apocalyptica(L), Girls Aloud, Mindless Self Indulgence and Pendulum (for the second time on Tuesday.)
-i do/say a LOT of things wrong.
-i usually don't realise i'm doing/saying these things.
-i get along with my parents in such a strange and unpredictable way.
-i love my mobileeee :]


more to come (Y)

xoxo

APOCALYPTICAAAA.

oh my godd. went to see Apocalyptica at the ABC in Glasgow tonight - AMAZING. couldn't have asked for better. it was fabby. the support band were ok, but nothing beats some fucking hot guys playing Cello.
i think i've found my future husband...

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