NEW SHAN.

right i'm never on this enough. i love writing blogs, i'm quite a self obsessed person, i like to talk about myself quite a lot, but i just am never here enough. there's a lot going on right now, wanna hear?

school;- oh god. it's like three teaching months 'till exams, less than that i think. biology, chemistry, french, english, maths, computing, modern studies. i think with enough hard work i can do okay in most of them, but i never seem to able to make myself study enough, it's quite shite to be perfectly honest. i'm far too lazyyyyy.

friends;- oh this is where it's all happening. everything's gone to shit, and like everyone is in different groups and it all changes all the time and shit. so many people walking in and out of my life, man, it's really bad. thank god for ryan +' kasey +' wee man. they never leave me, they're there through all the shit, and for all the laughs. i spend ALL my time with kasey, and ryan knows me inside out. he knows that my eyes change colour when i cry, and that i only snore when i've been drinking cider. and wee man, the most loyal and amazing guy ever. i love my mates man. they are my world, my absolute everything (yn).

saul;- oh my saulolololololol. i do love him so much. it's hard to explain though. i love him in a way that's more than best mates, but not the other kind of love you think of. it's completely different from anything, and weird and amazing. he's like me in a different body, as though we were specifically designed for each other. we've been through some awful shit and yet we always end up back together. he means the world to me, seriously :-]

music;- i don't even have a favourite kind of music anymore. give me anything and i'll love it. it's all good lately.

family;- my mother gets right on my tits sometimes. she's so much like me, yet with my worst habits and emotions multiplied by thousands. some people, you can't live with, yet can't live without. my mum is my best friend and my worst enemy. seriously. give me a breaakkkkk sometimes! (n)


oh well.
catch yeeeeee.