mummytron.

i have a blog about my dad. well, stepdad, but it's the same thing to me, i love him like he's my father - if you've read it you'll understand.

but my mother, my beautiful, fantastic, amazing, poor poor mother is my hero. i have never and will never in my entire existence love anybody even a fraction of the amount that i love that woman.
she's a dick. i mean she seriously is. sometimes i just want to rip her face off i feel like i hate her that much. but i always love her. sometimes if i say something nasty about her i need to whisper "i love you" inside my head just to balance things out - just in case, you know?

mummy. i will fix this for you. i will look after you just like i always have. if it means giving up everything else in my life - and i mean everything - i will do it. i will make this better.